Wednesday, May 26, 2010

a little summer

Summer.
As you all know, I am not as easily seduced by hot weather as most people. I don't particularly like feeling sticky, or sweaty, and I don't like wearing shorts. I certainly don't like sun burn, which is inevitable for me. I think there's a certain monotony to all-green leaves when compared to the vividness of autumn. But in the past couple of days, I can't help but be reminded of the magic of summer.
Summer gets my wheels turning. Summer is the time of year when I can go out and take photos of just about anything, and it turns out gorgeous. Because, oh, that sun!


Summer makes me drive places just for the heck of it, because I just want to sit and see it. Summer makes people start to buzz about things like camping trips, and long drives with windows down, and swimming pools. Summer is the time for big plans, and big spontaneity. Summer is full of the best check lists you can think of, with things like, "go to the drive in," "play beach volleyball," "have picnics," and so on. Summer means top-down convertibles, and ice cream, and sitting on balconies and patios till late, because the sun hasn't gone down yet, so who knows what time it is? Summer brings reading lists... the kind of books you read by the pool until the sun beating down makes you rest in between paragraphs.

This summer has started off right.  With a wedding, that put a smile on my face that hasn't gone away since. With quality time with friends. With a break.

I think one of the best things about getting older is that I look forward to more than just free time.  I remember relishing summer for its emptiness, and the freedom to do whatever I wanted, whenever I wanted.  Now, I appreciate some structure.  I have a break now, but soon, I get to embark on this new challenge.  I get to experience new people, and learn new things. I get to do ministry in a new way.  I can't wait to get to Laura's Home, and I can't wait to see what the Lord wants to teach me this summer. Proverbs 4:18 says "the path of the righteous is like the light of dawn, which shines brighter and brighter until full day," and I can't get that image out of my head.  As I seek the Lord, and His plans, and His love, it's like stepping from winter, to spring, to summer. The days are longer. There are challenges.  But they are the most beautiful challenges.  So, summer, here I come!

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Can I just say...

... I am not a democrat. But I have democratic tendencies. From time to time. And sometimes, that is not a safe thing to tell people. Especially Christian people. And that bugs me.

That is all.